Every place his fingers could reach, he stroked and caressed without missing a spot. The tight, unyielding inner walls started to soften, little by little. He shoved three fingers in to the last knuckle and swirled them around. Ugh, kuhk. Rihen let out an anguished moan. He lowered the arm that had been covering his face and reflexively grabbed Theo’s wrist.
Only then did Theo see his face. Eyes reddened from involuntary tears, lips bitten until they bled, cheeks flushed with something that could have been shame or faint pleasure. That handsome face, caught between the pleasure of having his cock stroked and the pain of being opened up behind.
It was the first time Theo had ever seen Rihen so completely undone. But even that was only for a moment. The instant Rihen realized Theo’s gaze was fixed on him, he quickly composed his expression. As if this was nothing at all. But he couldn’t quite hide the tremble at the corners of his mouth.
“That’s enough, hurry up and, ngh, put it in. It’s okay...”
Rihen’s hand fumbled at Theo’s waistband. He undid the belt and pulled down the pants and underwear in one motion. Theo’s cock, swollen thick and glistening with precum, sprang out. It was an obscene thing that didn’t suit his fine golden hair or sculpted features. The flushed red shaft, veins standing out, curved slightly to the left.
“...ah.”
Rihen made a small, breathy sound. He carefully poked at Theo’s cock with his fingertip. Like a child seeing a snake for the first time, his face mixed instinctive fear with unavoidable curiosity.
Theo stirred Rihen’s insides with three fingers one last time, then slowly pulled them out. He could feel the delicate membrane being tugged along after his thick knuckles.
Despite all that careful preparation, the hole tried to close up again almost at once. He aligned the head of his cock against it. Gripping those narrow hips, he pushed his waist forward, little by little. His thick crown barely pried open the stiff walls. The soft flesh, with no experience to guide it, simply clamped down hard on his cock. Haaah... Theo exhaled a scorching breath.
So it really is his first time. I’m Rihen’s first.
He’d always thought fixating on your lover’s “first” was a pathetic thing. But now, standing right at that place, he realized he had become that pathetic adult himself. That while Rihen had sold his body for money, there was something he had never given up. And the fact that he had given it only to Theo made him more happy than he could bear.
“Hah, Rihen, hoo, it feels, ah, so good...”
The inner walls wrapped tight around his shaft from every side, tight enough to cut off circulation. He forced his hips through by sheer willpower. The hot membrane kneaded and sucked at his cock. He felt like he was going to lose his mind from the overwhelming sensation, unlike anything he’d ever felt. His eyes burned and his vision blurred. Theo squeezed his eyes shut and opened them again. Barely regaining clarity, he took in Rihen writhing beneath him.
“Ngh, hoo, uh, hik, ah...”
Rihen... wore an expression Theo had never once imagined. His eyes were wide as if he couldn’t believe it, his mouth slightly parted as he panted for breath. That inevitably captivating, beautiful face was contorted with unfamiliar pain and faint pleasure.
Rihen raised a trembling hand and traced the bulge in his lower belly, where the outline of Theo’s cock pressed up from inside. Then, saliva wetting the corners of his mouth and chin, he stammered like an idiot:
“T-Theo... this, hueek, it- it feels weird...”
The reason that had barely been holding Theo’s sanity together snapped clean in two.
He gripped Rihen’s waist hard enough to bruise and drove in with a loud smack. His enormous cock buried itself deep, as if it would split Rihen’s body in half. It wasn’t even all the way in yet, but Rihen was already dry-heaving, choking in agony. His half-hard cock softened again. Theo gripped Rihen’s cock with a firm hand, stroking it while pounding his hips upward without pause.
“Ngh, ah, ahng, huek...!”
From between lips wet with saliva, appearing particularly red, something between a moan and a scream leaked out in pieces. His fragile breathing kept catching, his chest rising and falling irregularly. Every time he sucked in a rough breath and exhaled, the inner walls spasmed and clenched around Theo.
In that moment, Theo couldn’t hold back anymore. The feel of that impossibly tight interior, the hot skin pressed against him, his first love sobbing low with his signature sly smile completely wiped away... all of it was too stimulating for a young man barely twenty.
He sank his teeth into Rihen’s chest. He bit down on the flesh-scarce chest, left tooth marks on his shoulders and collarbones. He nibbled all over that pale skin, carving passion marks into him as if he were marking territory. There wouldn’t be another man’s traces left on this body anymore. He’d make sure of it.
Theo shook Rihen’s cock hard. Haeoowk-! Rihen’s waist, so thin compared to his broad shoulders, jerked up violently. Rihen seemed to feel it more when he was gripped roughly than when he was stroked gently. Maybe he had a hidden taste for a bit of pain.
Unable to bear the stimulation from the front, Rihen came in a sudden burst. His rear rim, already puffy and red from the friction, spasmed and squeezed around Theo’s cock. Theo couldn’t hold back either and unloaded a long stream deep inside him. Sticky cum flowed into his depths. The sensation of semen tracing every wrinkle inside must have felt unfamiliar. Rihen’s pupils blew wide.
“Haah, haah...”
Theo caught his breath in ragged gulps. Even after finishing, he didn’t pull out. He planted both hands on either side of Rihen’s face and resumed thrusting. Now that he’d come once, he had enough composure to check on Rihen’s condition.
“W-wait, you’re going again?”
Rihen thrashed his legs and squirmed. Theo caught his knees and hooked them around his waist. Then, from close enough that their breaths mingled, he whispered softly:
“I’ll do it properly this time. I want to see Rihen feel it from behind...”
Theo fixed his gaze on Rihen’s face and slowly stirred his insides. He’d definitely heard men had something called a prostate. That if you pressed it right, they’d whimper and cry with pleasure. His cockhead beat against every part of Rihen’s ass in search of that spot. The heavy load of cum from before served as extra lubricant, and insertion was much easier than the first time.
“Ah, the- the front too, in front... nngh...”
“I’m sorry, Rihen. Bear with it a little longer.”
He deliberately didn’t touch the front. That way he could pinpoint exactly where Rihen felt it. When Rihen panted and reached for his own groin, Theo caught his wrist to stop him. He pushed the head in with slow, gentle pressure, then pulled his hips back, over and over. The hole taking in his abnormally thick cock stretched taut, as if it might tear at any moment. The bright pink rim clung to his shaft, sucking greedily.
“Ngh, it hurts, huek, khuk...”
That face, scrunched up in pain from being churned open behind, was lovely. He wanted to see it dissolve into pleasure. He pulled his cock back until only the head remained, then buried it deep in the ass again. Something with a different texture from the soft, pliable flesh pressed against the veins of his shaft.
“...huh, ah?”
In that moment, Rihen’s reaction changed. He let out a dazed moan and shuddered. Not missing that change, Theo grabbed Rihen’s hips and hammered that exact spot with singleminded intent.
“Ah, huk, wh- what, hueek!”
Pale, smooth hands clawed wildly at the sheets. Toes, taut as if walking on thin ice, kicked at the blanket. Theo could see his cock beginning to swell again, though nothing was touching it. That face, drenched in confusion, pain, and rapture, was beautiful. Theo pressed a quick kiss to those cheeks, flushed red with pleasure and shame.
“Ngh, kuk...”
Rihen bit down hard on his own lip. A red bloom of blood spread from where the skin broke.
“Don’t bite your lip.”
Theo pressed down on his tongue with his fingers to keep him from chewing on his lips. Ee-thur, weirth, no, tingly... Muddled sounds slipped out from between his parted lips. Clear tears welled up in those red eyes. Irises like a blood-red sun rippled, staining the rim of his eyes in sunset hues.
“Ah...”
Theo’s mouth fell open blankly. Rihen sobbing with Theo’s cock stuffed into that narrow inside was shockingly obscene, dizzyingly lovely. Enough that he wanted to spend his whole life feeding him only his cock, making him cry like this. It was a thought he shouldn’t have.
Whether it was because he was still inexperienced or because Rihen’s back hadn’t been developed, in the end he couldn’t make him come from the ass alone. Right as the urge to come surged up, Theo grabbed Rihen’s cock and stroked it in time. The two of them rubbed their hot skin against each other and reached climax at the same moment. When he slowly pulled his cock out, the cum he’d unloaded seeped out through the swollen, puffy hole. He felt strangely disappointed. That the seed he’d carefully fed him was being spat back out.
“Hoo, ah, hoo...”
Rihen panted, catching his breath. Drenched in sweat, his heart still pounding, Theo wrapped Rihen up tightly in his arms. Where their breaths mixed and their body heat pressed together, he tightened his grip, not wanting to miss a single part of him.
He placed a hand over Rihen’s chest. Beneath his palm, he could feel the heart beating steadily. That heartbeat was startlingly similar to his own. Two hearts pounded side by side, as if they belonged to a single person.
Suddenly, a memory from childhood surfaced (well, only a few months ago, but still). Back when he was small and clumsy, whenever they slept in the same bed, Rihen would always hold him from behind. The chest against his back had been warm. That embrace had been broad and steady, making Theo feel like he was in the safest place in the world.
Now he had grown bigger. With shoulders wider than Rihen’s, holding him from behind like this didn’t feel strange at all.
The fact that Rihen had never used his rear once before filled Theo’s heart oddly full. The fact that he was Rihen’s first. And above all, the awkwardness that had shown in every one of Rihen’s actions made Theo happy.
“Rihen.”
Theo said, voice full of happiness.
“I’m really going to practice swordsmanship hard. I’ll work to lift the curse as fast as I can, too. I’ll grow up and protect this world, and Rihen along with it.”
He continued, earnest:
“So Rihen, you promise too. That you’ll never sell your body again.”
Rihen let out a languid laugh. Face still lost in afterglow, he quietly covered Theo’s hand resting on his chest with his own palm. Warmth seeped through their overlapping hands.
“Yeah, I promise.”
Rihen whispered low. That one small promise was enough.
